#np - Live a Little by Kenny Chesney
Heading to Louisville today check out apartments for Barkley and I. I'm super nervous to be doing this by myself. I'm worried about picking a bad neighborhood. I'm worried about picking someplace I can't really afford. I'm worried about seeing the one person in Louisville I never want to see again. And all these worries bring up the worries associated with a new job in a new city - including my worries about Barkley. Right now he's curled up on my lap sleeping. I'll disturb him so I can get ready for the day and he'll act perturbed but he isn't, not really. But what happens if it turns out I am really not taking good care of him in Louisville? What happens if my biggest fears come to fruition and he ends up being shuttled to a pet hotel every other week? Will I be able to reconcile my wants with his needs? Can I be that unselfish? I'm not so sure and that scares me. Sorry for the downer post but these are the feelings residing in me lately.
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